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Why is trying to reach other to other hard to do? I get that life move's on and that life carry's on without us even if we don't want it to. Life is so short and it can be gone in the blink of a eye. But in trying to reach out to friend's it does not seam to work. Maybe this souls is just destined to be alone for a little bit. My life seam's not where I want it to be at the moment and I'm working to change that and be with the one that I love. In doing so have I shut myself of from life and friend's if I have done so it was not what I meant to do. In trying to change thing's I don't seam to be able to do that at the moment but I'm not one for giving up. I will keep trying and fighting with everything I have in me. I'm just a little tired of fighting and feeling lonely but maybe that is where my life has to be at the moment who truly know where this life is going to take me. Sometime's I wish I could see the future so I know if me and my love will be together for alway's.